There are no words tonight for a post. All I can say is that my sons behavior, for the first time in his 4 little years of life, has brought me to tears. And yet despite my anger towards him right now, I still REALLY want to go lay with him, scatch his back, and "talk about our day" like we always do. But I won't this time. Because I am seeing for myself right now how my lack of discipline is being thrown right back in my face in a really bad way.