Kind of ironic how after my little melt down/pity party the night Ethan broke his glasses (and it wasn't JUST the glasses that sent me over the edge. It was a bunch of little things that all added up.
The next morning, on my way to work, I bent down to pick up one of my favorite Joyce Meyer books to read on my lunch break, and next to it was a slip of paper that read:
"Whatever your sin or your personal situation - give it to God. Relinquish it. Trust Him with it - for God is a good God, desiring to do good in your heart and life. Give your battle to the Lord, whatever it is. It is His to win. Trust Him, serve Him, follow Him, believe in Him. He will succeed for you, within you, and through you."
I have no idea where this slip of paper came from. The only thing I do know is it is obviously cut out of something, and the something it was cut out of is a bulletin from a church that I haven't attended in about 8 years. I have no recollection of cutting this out, let alone, saving it.
Do I believe in "signs" like this? Why yes, yes I do.
Now you wanna know my thoughts on it? (No, no, you don't) ....tough! Muahaha!
The whole idea of "giving your troubles to God" is not something new amongst Christians. It is something that is said VERY often. Whenever I think this, I always have this mental image in my head of God standing before me and little ol' me, arms overloaded, dropping my problems at his feet and being relieved on the stress and the weight of the load.
After my SUPER sobbing moment I had the other night, and it wasn't just over the glasses, it was other things, too. Drama, cattiness, and gossip, finances and making ends meet, etc. I imagined God saying "Dude, you can KEEP those problems! I ain't even goin' there!" (Yes, that is how my God talks...don't judge)
But alas, regardless of whether or not I thought God wanted to help carry my burdens or not, I woke up the next morning, and gave it my all. It would be nice to say it was a wonderful 12 hour shift with wonderful patients who brought me tons of doughnuts, but alas, it was not. But still, I got up, did what I was supposed to do to the very best of my abilities, and remembered this: Trust Him with it - for God is a good God, desiring to do good in your heart and your life."