Today was semi-better. I still just have no motivation to do anything, and it sucks. Especially when I have two kids that love to do things, and they are used to a Mama that also loves to be out and about.
Allison is what I would consider a high maintenence baby. She is extremely sweet but she needs constant attention or she gets upset. Ethan was (and still is) the exact opposite. He can play by himself for hours. The longest Allison will really play by herself is maybe 10-15 minutes, and that is rare that she will do that. By the end of the day, you are pretty exhausted and just need some alone time.
It doesn't help that work has been extremely demanding lately. It's crazy busy and patients have a hard time realizing that they are 1 in a group of 6, and the nurse has more work than hours in her shift.
Tonight Jay and I escaped for dinner, just the two of us. That was nice, and much needed.
I know things will get easier. It always seems that just when you think you can't do something anymore, it gets better. Next week Ethan goes back to school, so we will slip back into our normal routine.